I have discussed before on stuff like Facebook and MySpace about my frustrations involving how I can never seem to form relationships and friendships, especially with women. Things people have said and done to me before have been harmful. A lecture my mother once gave me about how people notice me and how big I am was especially damaging, as it made me very self-conscious about the way people perceive me and how I can intimidate them by approaching them.
I have learned that some people have gotten married and/or engaged recently. I had been interested in them. I never get the chance to tell people how I feel. These songs sum up my feelings towards this.
http://youtu.be/tI9tfNx1M1E
http://youtu.be/HtDWKTq9-eM
You've felt this way, haven't you?
My biggest what might have beens come from high school and UTD. I met a girl in high school at PSHS and suddenly was talking to her every day during lunch and in between classes. At the end of the school year she moved to Houston, and ever since then I've never been able to prove that she even existed. I became friends with a girl at UTD, but she moved too and last I heard she was married. This song sums a lot of things up.
http://youtu.be/uEE3ycDH9_8
A few years ago I saw a movie where a guy has a curse placed on him-every girl he sleeps with meets Mr. Right immediately afterwards. For me, it's every girl I'm interested in finds Mr. Right.
I have been trying to meet new people and track down old friends (facebook, google, etc.) at the same time. Wish me luck. There are some people I am interested in, but the trend will probably continue.
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